Sunday, June 17, 2018

Father's Day 2018



Zack and Jack, Sunset Beach 1991





Dear Daddy,

It’s been more than ten and less than a score of years
Since we slipped you under the sweet southern soil
With a sharpened Barlow tucked deep into the pocket of your best Sunday suit.

I never thought I’d see you again.
But this week, the week before Father’s Day, I did.

1.
I saw your freckles on my younger son when he strode along the ocean’s shore. I saw them all about his chest and neck and face, but on his shoulders a dense sprinkle of cinnamon colored spots, Daddy, they were yours.

2.
And in the older son, I saw your careful mind, weighing and measuring the pros and cons of a new car. He used an electronic spread sheet, Daddy, to capture what you would have noted in your strong, even hand on the crisp page of a yellow legal pad.
He was deliberate and exact and when he makes his selection, it will be solid. Like yours.

3.
I saw the love you had for Mama in the eyes of my sons when they gazed at their wives.

I saw in them

You and Mama

standing side by side, at the edge of the Atlantic, in the breaking waves, staring at the great, wide ocean, holding hands, alone amidst a sea of people.

Just as the worlds around my sons and their wives, shrunk and narrowed for each pair into a space that could only hold two. They married well, Daddy. They married well.

So Daddy, this Father’s Day I miss you. But I sure was happy to see you.

Mary Frances, Nat, Jack, Sunset Beach 1988